Writing

Essays on connection, repair, and the occasional joke that saved my life. Fifty-odd of them, and counting.

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    Let me by myself

    I release fixing my weaknesses, I embrace building my strengths. It’s time to escape the trap of the amateur for…

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    Finding Community Survival

    I’ve done like I said I’d do a year ago. I found my community. I spent time making sure to…

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    When The Mountain Will Move

    There’s plenty of people who are around to tell you how to feel about things, how to behave, and how…

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    Writing in Community

    My community, the place where I feel seen and safe, is writers. My alignment, the people I feel challenged and…

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    Future Me

    The future me is going to own a large house, possibly an apartment building. The rooms are there for artists…

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    I tell stories about the improbability and inevitability of meaningful connection

    In December 2023, I was in year 5 of my CPTSD therapy. I weighed 361 pounds. I’d been diagnosed with…

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    Choose Meaning

    The last few days have been so ordinary, but with moments that feel symbolic and mystical. I’m investing the moments…

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    Paper Art

    As a child, I always wanted to go to art museums and see paintings on the walls at home. That…

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    Paper Craft

    Fountain pens, specifically Platinum fine nib pens of various kinds, and really good paper notebooks, like, Midori MD notebooks (and…

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    Learning to live

    In 1983 …My 9th birthday was the 1st week of July.My sister’s funeral was a week later. July 22, 1983.…

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    Goodbye to the Corporation for Public Broadcasting

    I just learned that the Corporation for Public Broadcasting is being shutdown this year. This is my gut level reaction…

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    Two Prompts

    Whose pain am I carrying?

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    Death Row Mukbang

    I think this is the last time I’ll post an essay to Facebook. During a period of my life where…

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    Chilseok

    Chilseok is a holiday celebrated on the seventh day of the seventh month of the lunar new year. This year,…

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    Setting My Intentions

    I write morning pages on my computer, and since 2015 on google drive. I started in 2003, introduced to this…

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    Morning Page Patterns

    I write morning pages on my computer, and since 2015 on google drive. I started in 2003, introduced to this…

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    Obnoxious AI Epiphany

    This is obnoxious. But also?

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    Stuck on 2 Thoughts

    I’m stuck on two thoughts today. The first is about sharing. I see a lot of cultural narcissism, where social…

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    Mourning The Loss of Your Toxic Self

    I just realized something. I think sometimes we mourn for ourselves. When you let go of past traumas, and finally…

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    4 Drafts

    FIRST DRAFT